I know I shouldn't, but I still check his profile sometimes.
We broke up almost eight months ago. He wasn't a bad person and I wasn't either. Things just stopped working.
The weird thing is, I don't even want him back anymore.
I just want to stop being curious about his life.
Last week I saw a picture of him at a friend's wedding. He looked happy. I stared at that picture for probably five minutes and then felt stupid for doing it.
I guess healing isn't always this beautiful thing where you suddenly stop caring.
Sometimes you care a little less every month.
I'm hoping one day I won't check at all.
Thank you, whoever you are, for telling it.